Friday, December 7, 2012

walking lowly in the night


I am walking lowly in the night
With cats dogs and rats in fight
my iPod suddenly did demise
Leaving me to listen to the fight in sight
I became gloomy and glum indeed 
suddenly I remembered my belief in deity
Which made no changes of course 
made me assay the situation foremost
I didn't have option then to walk 
With the lightest foot and an empty iPod
I thought I wouldn't attract a brute 
but I was caught in a vampiric loop
They were few dogs with fruitless night
Looking at me they all got respite
The thought of batman made me realise
I can't become Alfred batman is out of site
I didn't have option took amir khans advise
Ran like I never ran before in my life
 I woke up next to a beautiful nurse
With stitches pain and traumatic self
Which made me nothing then to realise
It's advised to walk lowly in the night

Monday, July 16, 2012

Trip

I could have never imagined that i would be so lucky. I had never thought i would get such an opportunity which has been blessed to only few lucky people and now it would be me and my family. Yes fellows i am going to Iraq to be precise Karbala where Roza of Imam Hussein is situated. Everyone in the world is not blessed with the chance of going to Karbala to our beloved imam's grave. Karbala is the place where battle of karbala had happened on 10th October 680 AD. For us shia Muslim it is a one of the most holiest place. Battle was a highly uneven battle where Hussein ibn Ali and his few companions fought with an enormous forces of Yazid 1 with no water and no food to save Islam from the evil ruler. In this battle a 6 months old kid sacrificed his life ,an eleven year old boy gave his life and many wives became widow and because of there sacrifice our religion and our faith is alive in us. I remember the day my grandfather had died and i saw my dad controlling his emotions , i later asked him how could a son control his feelings at such time of his life. His answer was something i could never forget and it was whatever is happening to me is nothing in front of what happened in Battle of Karbala i remember the brave souls and think of them it reduces my pain. Those were the few worlds that made me more and more inquisitive about Karbala. I would also be going to Najaf where lies the grave of Hazrat Ali father of Imam Hussein and also in Najaf we have the Roza of Adam and Nu ah. While coming back on the way me and my family would be paying a short 30 hrs visit to Dubai for what my mother calls shopping. Wish me luck and i would surely pray for you guys...........

Friday, July 6, 2012

I'll be back

Aaaah What a fabulous phrase used by Arnold Schwarzenegger in the sci-fi movie The Terminator 'I'll be back', at this juncture i could feel what he would have felt in his character on presenting himself in The Terminator part 2. With this i would proudly say that 'I'm back' it was a long break and i feel good writing this post. Not only the last few months were diligently exhausting but it was a combination of stress and relieve all together now on getting back to the depths of my relief i feel good and ready to make a come back and start where i had left. I have plenty of ideas and plenty of experiences that i am animated to share and i promise that i would share it with my utmost honesty so with this i make my blog reopen.............

Sunday, February 26, 2012

White Lad Part 2

3 Years have past by and there he could feel no change,according to him nothing has changed in his life his adolescence has not changed a bit he remained in the same mental stage where his unrealistic believe in comics were at the same peak of honor as he used to keep earlier, though the surrounding has changed capital is not the same his neighbors aren't the same except for one,instead of the morning milk he used to get now he gets is a cup of tea. There are also some changes which he never noticed but came with age his lust for guitar had just attained a height from where it could never come back his choice of music had changed he had jumped his genre from rock pop to Ghazal. There were new things also making a mark in his life it would be his poetry reading that had just hit puberty(well that had to come it was in gens) he had started playing cricket on a regular basis with his new neighbor's and he had also started sort of liking it.And disliked changes brought upon him by time was that he had stopped reading books on a regular basis he had started engulfing him self in an invention called television which he still regrets the most.

Since last 3 years it had become a regular routine for him to wait in front of her house in the morning till she came out to catch her bus so that he could get her company to the bus stop even though his bus used to be half an hour later then hers.One morning she didn't come out of her house he kept waiting till he could the same day he went in the evening just to inquire about what made her not attend school today but what he saw was more shocking he saw a lock on the door.He presumed that she must have gone out,he still was pertaining to his regular routine he kept waiting for her for the next 20 days but she didn't come out.It had been 3 years since she had arrived in Delhi so no one knew her family better then he did it was almost useless to ask anyone about her.He had lost almost all hope except for one that if they would have shifted someone would have occupied there house.Which was true one fine day she came out and his face had become like a pink balloon from a normal white balloon he was.The first thing he asked her was about her family being absconding and the answer he got was just a silence the weird part was that she was not wearing her uniform which she had to wear to go to school.He asked her that too the answer again was lost in the disturbance of silence.that morning her pace was faster then the usual she normally used to talk along the way she used to ask about his work at school his previous day with his new friends but that day she didn't say anything.He tried to reduce the speed at which they were walking but didn't help at last at the half way mark he stopped and asked her the problem she looked at me with a dismal face and said that today she won't go to school he accepted it and asked her the problem she said she would never come to school from now onward.He had frozen and had started speculating an atomic bomb to be dropped soon at the very place he was standing.He managed himself and asked why?.The answer took time to reach its point but she said it and she said it.Since last 20 days she was in Canada and she had gone to look for a house with her family as she was about to shift there permanently she had come to India just for one day to give there house back and to do all legal stuff. He felt like he was struck with a Hugh rock and crushed beneath it. She said that she came out today to see him for the last time and before he would come back from school she would have left for the airport. And now the lamp of silence had just shifted from her side to his side. They kept moving till the bus stop came with the least conversation possible.That day he wanted his bus to come early he wasn't able to see her face and she was just looking at him waiting for something to come out but nothing came what came was the bus he boarded it and gave her the last good bye he ever gave her in person and she ran back.He kept looking at her from the bus till her image reduced and what he was left with now was her image in his mind. After the school he came back running to her house and she was right they had left..........

Friday, February 10, 2012

Dumbfound

I dream I dream alot sometimes while sleeping and sometimes in class but the feeling of dumbfounded is entirely different observation.But i am keeping all of them under same paradigm.You look at something and you start getting the feeling of admiration or may be sympathy or may be jealousy.Now above i have kept three different baskets where in one i get the feeling of admiration in other the wave of sympathy lets me to believe in there state and in another the vibes of others success envy's me.I will explain all of them from my perspective. Say for instance someone saw something really beautiful a normal person would admire it and move on for me it will be a fifteen minutes of thought process of providing my self with evidence that it really exists.I will fight with my inner self on believe that it is infront of me.And after those fifteen minutes it would lead to a whole day debate between me and me.This is the way admiration happens to me its just that the instances have been very limited but had a great impact on me.now lets get hold of another basket in which i find the most foolish and the most sensitive side of me.Normally a person believe in someone looking at the hard evidences and case study i believe in people like a mouse every time believes in himself when he sees a cube of cheese in a rat trap.My mind doesn't work when someone comes and ask for help it doesn't see pro's and cons it just does it and then it leads to a screwed me.But i am not guilty of the fact it does like that because that is how my upbringing happened and i feel proud to say that.With this jumping on the third basket i would say that this one is the evil part in me.I don't usually get trapped in it but when i do i really get trapped badly and it takes me down so down that i tend to lose something and again this has also happened in limitation but still has had a very negative impact on me.All these above divided instances have affected me alot in life some have been for good some have been for bad but i have to say without these instances may be my life would have been miserable.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Evacuated

This blog is completely ambitious to bring someone to the retrospect of how life used to be few years ago.The so called someone is none other then me myself. Today i was walking on an artery and i started thinking about what i had become in the last few years and what came crystal clear to me was that i had lost the cynosure of my life. I had started running towards flaky and counterproductive ideas and i found myself in a thwart wreck. And look at me now i am nothing but a cluster of daunting abashment. The essence of getting something takes you to a level where you forget about what made you take the route in the first place. I have been yet another undirected dart fatality, and i want myself to get back to what i used to be and what my motive used to be. And now it let me believe that some kind of doltish shadow had engulfed my ideas and my seldom in it. I want the engulfment of the daunting wreck to be removed in me and instead i want the expunge of the intellect which brought me to such a level and i am sure that i don't deserve such a dereliction. In simple words i want everything back i want to be what i used to be and how the way people used to hate me for what i was. I don't want the parachute of sweetness to control me and support me and i don't want restriction in anything what so ever. I want the way how people never got me. I want the love and affection i had for my play station, my comics and my toys. And i want to pledge that i will never let the corner filled with ardency never and ever take me again.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Days of old

These are some of my favorite historical events in order of my liking, and it goes like this:-



1.Govt of India Act coming into force( January 26,1950 )













2.The fall of Berlin wall( October 3,1990 )











3.Japanese invasion of Manchuria( September 19,1931 )










4.Pakistan Surrender in War( December 16,1971 )











5.Non-Cooperation movement( September 27,1920 )









6.Iranian Revolution( January 11,1978 )

7.State of Israel ( May 14,1948 )

8.Assassination of Archduke Franz Ferdinand ( June 28,1914 )

9.Treaty of Versailles ( June 28,1919 )













10.Treaty of Paris ( Sept 3,1783 )

Monday, January 2, 2012

White lad Part 1

It was summer of 2001 in the capital and heat had evaporated all the juice of a punk. He was enjoying the most  doleful vacation he ever saw and yet he had a smile on his face. May be it was his nature that made him like this or may be it was what he had become dew to the oppression of life on him. Young lad hadn't seen anything and already he had given up hopes of improvement. It hadn't been much time since he lost his best friend whom he admired and used to share all his backdoor thought which he would not even share with his own. It was the blend of his innocence his entrustment and his attachment that made him go through all this. He had lost his sister. He hadn't imagined that life sometimes could be so hard on people ,death was something he saw for the first time and wished for no more. It was 6 in the morning when his mother woke up and saw him reading a book, it wasn't a normal book it had the most annihilating and the most fallacious ideas a book could ever have and the book was Mein Kampf by adolf hitler. Now as soon as his mom saw that she took away the book from him and kept it somewhere away from his mastery. She was intrusive on the fact that how a boy of such a tender age get hold of such a book and what could have made him do such an animosity. Well it was his condition that made him take rest on ideologies such as those in the book. He had lost all faith in graciousness that he got deviled to do such a thing. Now this was also a proof of how innocent and young his mind was that the worst he could think was to read a book. But one thing was certain his state had open one door and that was the door of rebel. He had stopped doing whatever he was good at and he gave up whatever he knew. His life was majorly effected, his parents had started being called at school. He was involved in all activities that he wasn't known for. This offence wasn't even slightly tolerated by his parents and they had started visiting the idea of sending him to boarding school. Now even the boy had accepted that he had no choice then to give up and obey to parents request of sending him to shimla. Before all this could have happened a family shifted in front of his house and there he saw an angel stepping out. He kept looking at her for a while and he didn't have any idea what emotion he was going through but he felt that it was different from what he was experiencing in last few days. He went running to his mom and asked her too let him go out to play. It was for certain that the reason was not to go out to play it was the idea of magnifying her image. He went close to the boundary wall of her house and tried to catch her attention. Before he could have indulged in something out of the book she only introduced herself. They became good friends and it may have been her friendship that made him change his attitude. His parents saw improvement in him and gave themself's a chance of improving him even more to the state of actuality. And the young 11 year's old boy stayed back in Delhi to see more. 
  

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Flashback

Flashback,what does it tell you or i should say what comes in your mind when you come across such an experience. Is it usually a good one or does it turn out to be a bad thought or it may even be both. Flashbacks are never build castle in the air actually they are the proof of our durable memory that we possess. We develop our memory through time and we test them through our recollection. Sometimes it is not easy to recollect and reminiscence on it and sometimes it comes to us without even asking for it. It does not depend on how much reinforced our memory is or our memory cells are. It depends on how that particular instance has affected us and how much importance it had to us. There may be an experience that affected you years ago which is really hard to relieve or there would be an instance that happened to you in the morning which even if you try for it is difficult to recollect. This is how flashbacks work with appropriate time and instance it hits you where it would effect you the most.

Now i am sure you guys must be thinking why i am all about flashbacks today. It is because i was going through  my past in albums and i figured out that i remember a lot of it. Starting from my dad celebrating my first b'day to the pics dad clicked before i left for Bangalore. Honestly i don't remember celebrating my first b'day but i remember the people in it. I could easily recollect all my friends whom i used to play with when i was a kid by kid i meant when i was 4-5 years old ,my mom was young and my dad was handsome still they are but even more young and handsome. I went through all my b'day pics of each year and i was easily able to remember the major part of it. And as i came close to my present i was thinking why all this happened ,why didn't it come to halt why wasn't i able to stop the time. This was all i asked before i turned the last page down.

It may be true that flashbacks are not always great they may even be dreadful. It all depends on how yo make it. If you want your past to be dark and unreminded for then i am sure you will be successful in it. But if you want your past to be fruitful and asking you to bring it back then you have to work upon it. And this is my personal advise that a smile does make it better. Atleast the pic comes out nice.........Above is my pic when i was 1 years old......Wish you guys a very happy new year and may the flashbacks of this year remind you of how great this year was.............   

Saturday, December 24, 2011

My Hotbed

Well first of all i would like to broach that how much i have missed you my dear zebra crossing.It was very hard to be separated from you for 22 days and i pledge for the coming 38 days i will try to make it up to you.

Now whats my hotbed,it is where i would like to spend most of my time and where i am usually separated from my stretching thoughts.It is where i created my carnality for you,zebra crossing.Where my innocence saw myself advance to a level of acuity,and yes you guessed it right it's my house.I am back with all the bandages covering my wound and here they seek medicate.When i arrived in Delhi on the morning of 24th December 2011 at around 4 o'clock the only warmth that i got was the thought of being at home.Just imagine the thought was so powerful then how would actuality be.Not only the hug which i got from my family members did the trick it was also the look of my room that got a hint of smile and a drop of tear in my eye.I had never thought that being so far would take me through such a commotion.

When i entered the house it was not only my mom and my dad who were waiting for me it was also my little fellow gang member who hadn't slept through out the night just waiting for me.I had never thought that i made such an importance in anyone's life.And the feeling just makes me animated.I was served with a hot cup of tea as i had entered the house and that tea was the best i had in a while.I could just see there faces how much tired they were but still to show there affection they kept themselfs awake till i actually told them to sleep.I myself was tired but the stress had just vanished looking at there faces.My mother was already busy preparing the schedule of what i would like to eat.It was all perfect.

Then in the night we decided to go out to see the charm of christmas on delhi and knowing the fact that it was delhi's 100 b'day we had to step out.I planned to drive them to DLF mall ,and thank god for me that this time i didn't pull my car on the pathway and they were genuinely impressed by my driving skills.After that was all about shopping which i am not much interested to tell.And as i had expected it was wonderful and alluring as ever.Now the start to this wonderful continuance has been brilliant i expect more to come.........Above is the view of my house.............

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Traumatized

Well finally i am able to catch a break and give a little attention to my zebra crossing .I feel now that zebra crossing was a very appropriate name for a guys blog whose progress in life has been slow ,by slow i mean was that he is always got whatever he wanted but with a little inertness and enormous amount of patience shown by him. Being a person who has seen hurdle at ever junction of life and tackled it by just standing in front of problem till it only gives itself up i have started thinking that when will the time come when i will get whatever i wanted without begging to god and asking him for mercy till he actually pity me .Anyways i think this was all my frustration coming out dew to the brilliance shown in the innovation of exam papers by my university .I have learnt to adapt myself with all kind of situations whether it may be the stage where life is like holding a dagger and asking my permission to stab me or it may be myself asking myself after every issue that whats the point .Till now whatever was my problem were indirectly concerning  my parents with whom i lived now i am left with the mercy of my own self  .I have to take decision on my own and i have to make myself ready for the consequences too .Though i am starting to loss the patience part of it as i can no longer take myself standing on my own zebra crossing..............................

Monday, November 28, 2011

Do's and Don't

I have been good to this world for a long period of time and all along this time people made a habit of not even considering the feeling and the pain i am going through.It is about time that i tell them that i also get hurt, i also feel my wound i am of the same kind as you are.So i decided to write some do's and don't of mine which if not make things simple atleast makes clear in there head....................

DO's and DON't

1. I can't stand artificial people ,either be good or don't be good just be original
2. I do not like people interfering in my personal life until and unless they are told to do so
3. I can't hear anything against my loved ones or friends,atleast not infront of me
4. I can't stand disrespect to females so think twice before saying something or even doing something
5. I don't like people giving me orders
6. I can't stand people who judge others on there looks or facial appearances
7. I hate people who stand against there parents decisions and try to dishonor them
8. I don't like people who don't believe in god i feel seriously something is wrong with them
9. i feel not being interactive is a sign of weakness so i don't like that too
10.I may be wrong on this one but i don't like people praising my enemy in front of me that automatically  makes them my enemy


So now it's your decision if you want to make me your friend i would be the most loyal friend ever and if you want to make me your enemy i will be the most deadly one too.................

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Priority

What do we think when we hear the word priority? Do we think of the pending work we have to do or do we think of an equipment we have to buy or we think of our family and our duties towards them or is it a person we like and we wish to make them a priority in our life.These are some thoughts with which we make our priority straight.It is obvious that the priority we keep depends on our nature and our liking ,say we have a glass bottle of cola and we wish to open the seal by removing it's cap,now here where priority kicks in.If i would have been there i would first search for the bottle opener before i even try opening the bottle whereas some would not even care to find the bottle opener and would do it just by using there bare teeth.Now i know this was a very silly example but it would make us more clear on the fact that how we prioritize things on the basis of natural habits.Now let us take our self to the work aspect of prioritization,say we are in office and i expect that each and everyone who works there has some or the other work to do ,now how do we prioritize work. Say if i am working in an office and i have a boss even worst two bosses and i have been alloted work from both of them differently have to submit both the works at same time.And also imagine that one boss is female good looking and you tend to get attracted to her and the other is an old man with no hair on head always angry on you type boss.Now being at my place what would your instinct say at that point of time.I wouldn't think even once before putting my priority straight.These are something we humans tend to do which makes us more degraded but what can we do it is human instinct.Till now we discussed about work and habits prior to that ,now let me take us to a more debatable aspect of prioritization,friends.Friendship may be a very nice word to hear but do we give each and every friend of our equal priority,think about it.A very good example to this would be sms.Now since we have a deadline of 100 messages a day do we spend all our messages equally.Or lets not go there say when we are in college do we spend time talking to all our friends equally or do we stick to one person most of the times .I am not saying that prioritization is bad among friends i am just enlightening the fact.

In all this we don't think of things which should be given priority over other likes of ours.Say breathing or oxygen is a must and should for any human life to sustain but we don't give priority to that as we take it for granted.And by this i mean to say that priority is a very relative term and there is nothing bad in keeping priority it's just that we shouldn't prioritize on the basis of limited knowledge and social ajar and try understanding the whole aspect of priority before we get deprioritized in the world.............

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Man vs Machine

 Yesturday i went to a store not only just a store an Electronic store just because my cousin had to replace his mobile phone with a new and in his word a lot more trendy and eye catchy mobile phone.And there i wondered what is it that make us hungery for a such a thing which has no life which is created by us and whose work was to support our needs and in return it made us handicapped. We now find our self's in the well of electronic impairment.I could see us turning us into such a specie that right now is very difficult to imagine.What it may result in that no one knows but the distinctive pattern of what we see now is a very intrusive fact to look upon.

By using gadgets and devices we are letting our self take us back to the time from where we came, by this i mean we are letting humans go back from where we originated. The pattern which i saw in the recent times and would like to enlighten upon you guys is that our extensive use of gadgets and devices has caused major environment degradation which is a known fact and there are people who are concerned about it and trying to curtail it. But just by cleaning the water ,not killing the animals ,prohibiting of cutting trees etc won't make much difference if we let multinational car company keep coming up with those oil consuming gas emitting vehicles. And being proudly one of the co-operate sell out we indulge in buying it. Why doesn't at that point of time it comes to our mind that if we do so we put our future in jeopardy. What would we do if we are without the ozone i don't find much of our future left. Now let me take you even more further on the creation of mankind ,The nuclear bomb.Once some great person had said that if we fight a third world war then we have to fight the fourth on sticks and stones. Knowing this how can we say that we are working on building our future or are we working on destroying it. I remember when India first tested there nuclear bomb in the year 1998 all news channel glorified it as a day of advancement .I for one was in grief that we are also now a part of it .Nuclear energy was something we could build upon not to build weapons.

God has also started giving us indication of our adaptability towards the reverse of the way we are heading. If we noticed that the devices which we used earlier were big in size and we further wanted evolution of smaller in size ones say like mobile or computer etc for that matter.Now we are looking towards bigger in size and so called better devices like ipad or tablets etc hence i would say that we are heading back............ 

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Gym etc

Once Homer Simpson went to a street he saw and said 
                                         GYME? What's a GYME? (Sees Gym) Oohh, a gyme!
This is exactly what i felt going inside a gym first time it looked like another planet not even in milky way where you look around and you find only aliens with weird structure and weird dialect.One of them came to me as he was the supreme commander of his own race asked me whether he could help me out.I for one thought of myself as a representative to my fellow humans but then suddenly i gathered that i was talking to one and also a gym instructor of the gym too,though i have to admit that i was eclipsed by his huge muscles that made me think else wise.i have not seen someone so huge and bulky in my whole life.
After that we had the following conversation


Gi-gym instructor


Gi: how can i help you?(with a loud and strong voice)


me: (staring at him)


Gi: Sir?(a little more firm)


me: don't hit me


Gi: Why would i(gently)


me: okay!!!!then tell me how do i become like you?(genuinely)


Gi: You mean to say you want to join the gym...


me: yes!!!!


Gi: fill this form and pay ************ amount and you are in


me: okay!!!(still scared inside)


(paper work done)


Gi: congrats sir you are know a member of ************* gym


me: Thanks (and left gym)


me:(again went back)So does that mean you won't hit me!!!!


this is how my encounter with aliens happens now i have to meet them daily for an hour i hope this experience will be exciting and fruitful as well........

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Humour

Humor also known as comedy, amusement, buffoonery, wittiness, comicality, flippancy are nothing but act of drollery.We of fen see our self getting indulged in it without knowing the fact that why it originated and what reason it still exist.Humor in technical terms is defined as a tendency of particular cognitive experiences to provoke laughter and provide amusement.This term was derived from ancient Greek where humor meant was Body fluids which controls the human health and emotions.Whatever our lifespan till now would have been we have been able to experience humor on majority of occasion.Now say for instance when we were kids we were only inclined towards cartoons and other humor related to it or lets go even backwards when we were new born our parents and the people around us always tried to make us laugh by making ugly faces or any other act of mindlessness just to make it simpler for them.So since the beginning of our life we have witnessed humor and it gives us a great evidence of how important is humor as an entity to us.

Many prefer humor as a source of getting away from what they have done and what has made them anxious ,many use humor to find a relief from what they fear and many keep humor as an example of there defensive mechanism.Of fen humor is made resulting into agonizing and depriving a person from the other who may have enjoyed it.Therefore humor may turn into something which you don't imagine.We have to keep humor to a restricted and apprehensive aspect before it could damage a lot.I of fen indulge myself into humor thinking of that may be i could give others something to cheer about in the world of agony and sorrow.I feel that everyone is blessed with good sense of humor but it's just that many don't imply humor in there life or they never find humor as a source of productiveness and there are people who of fen hesitate to crack a joke as they fear takes a better of them.

I feel that making people smile is one of the duties that god has bestowed upon us and only humor could cover the sorrow beneath you for not to be remarked upon............  

Monday, October 24, 2011

Mars Vs Venus

It has always remained a known fact that men's are from Mars and women's are from Venus and they always proved to live up to this hypothesis.I thought of writing about such a controversial topic as right now i am sitting in front of a TV set with my mom and dad fighting over a remote.My dad being a man wants to watch a show which will make him gain something in life like BBC(which at sometimes is very boring) and my mom being a women wants to watch something which will make her more befuddled and confused in her life like some serial coming on Sony(Don't know what it is called it comes around 10 and has created nonsense in my house since years).Before i go any further i would like to take an oath that what ever i will say from now will be unbiased and will be quoted with full knowledge and experience.

Some how or the other the frequency of a men and a women have never aligned itself at the intellectual level or at the emotional even if they are perfect couples and meant for each other sorts.There has always been something which have made them fight for.Men's have a very distinctive taste within there own restriction what i meant to say is that all men's have different taste and liking but there liking are restricted to a particular set of things and they could never ever think of liking something beyond it.Now say for instance a man likes a car he will go for colors like blue, black, grey etc but he would never think of something like pink because that doesn't come under his set of options.A women on the other hand have a very limited amount of options they like something which is very common among it's fellow's.Hence they have a very good quality of making girl's as a friend unlike men's as a friend who are always very selective about it.Though i have to say that there are exceptions in both but i am talking about masses.The word self respect has different meaning in both men as well as it's counter part and both take it very seriously and of course there are exceptions too.Men like self respect to be kept as honesty ,bravery ,man-hood ,ego etc on the other hand women term's it as honor, pride, trust ,faith etc.People in the world may think that women are more emotional but i will go ahead and contradict that men are the most emotional creature on this world it may be that females have more water to flow from there eyes then men but men have always been more sympathetic and weak in heart then women.I for one have always said and will say that we men should always be scared of them and treat them no less as they can do thinks better then us.

This can't also be denied that men have always loved there PARTICULAR counter part and they have also got the same from them too.And it is also true that for few men the word particular doesn't have any meaning because of which it makes the name of men go down.It has always been god's blessing and magic that two of us have lived on this world with as much as love and compasion needed and i hope it carries on............        

Sunday, October 23, 2011

A City to A Home

My father came to this city finding a better standard of living imagining himself grow like any other person in the world ,he may have succeeded but there were many more who didn't who had no option then to head back from where they came and start a life of compromise and restriction.There are people who come in search of a better education to get a better understanding of what the world is all about, there are also those who haven't heard the word of education and find them self working at a very small level earning them self as much as to make them satisfy there needs for staying alive in a city like Delhi.And then there are people who didn't have to do much to survive in city and they were already very happy on what there ancestors had done to themselves.And i found myself bouncing in that category .when i was in Delhi i never knew how difficult it was for my father to make himself a valued part of this city and how i always relished the fact that i never did anything to make myself what i was ,it was always my father with whose hard work and name i went and completed my education in one of the best schools in Delhi with whose earning i was able to get what ever i wanted. He did his part and he did it with full dedication and honesty.Now it is my turn ,I find myself in a city where i have to build a name within many.I have to make my father proud so that he can say that his son followed his footsteps and he became what he wanted to become.Unlike my father the city in which i find myself is Bangalore.It may be a very competitive city but i am sure it won't make me disappointed as i believe in it and the city believes in me.And a very strong fact which i feel is that a city gets its name by people not by it's lucrativeness.And i am in love with people of my city and also not forgetting the fact that i have to work hard to make dreams accomplished by always endering to my principles and my learning which my parents have given to me.Else i  have to comprise and go back and live a life of restriction which i never and ever wished for.......

Friday, October 21, 2011

Ta-ta bengaluru

Yippeeeeeeeeeee finally i have got over with my class and packing my bags now and as i was doing so i was also erupting with feeling's emotional as well as usual.As the yippe with some extra e's must have suggested that i am totally excited about my cut short visit to Delhi ,also suddenly after coming from college after finishing all my work i got a little inquisitive about how am i going through such an emotion.Emotion that i am not able to understand ,emotions that are really making me baffle on the point that am i happy.Today as i wished everyone with prosperous Diwali and bid them adieu,i at that time got that during my tenure till now i have gained a lot in this city then i have lost.I have gained friends whom i will always miss.This also brought me to a dot that what would happen when i have to leave them forever.The thought is only so dark then how would the reality be.This time its different ,I am not only praying for my safe journey to delhi but i am also praying for my journey back home..............HAPPY DIWALI WILL MISS YOU GUYS............ 

Monday, October 17, 2011

Chemical X

"Sugar. Spice. And everything nice. These were the ingredients chosen to create the perfect little girls. But Professor Utonium accidentally added an extra ingredient to the concoction... Chemical X. Thus the Powerpuff Girls were born. Using their ultra-superpowers, Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup have dedicated their lives to fighting crime and the forces of evil ".These were the few lines which always attracted my attention whenever i used to get in the radar range of my television set.I always wanted to know what exactly was chemical x.May be that could have been the reason to my eagerness of waiting for 7th standard,where i could have been able to indulge in the subject like chemistry which could have given me a chance of knowing the secrets of professor utonium's accidental but powerful concoction.But fortunately or unfortunately i never came to know about it instead i met with number of chemicals in whom i used to find my chemical x.The only knowledge which i gathered about it was that it was a very powerful chemical that used to give people superpowers and special ability.The creation of powerpuff girl's was an accident which was caused due to there rival and there enemy MOJO JOJO who used to be called JOJO at that time when he was just a monkey in professor's laboratory.Actually creation of MOJO JOJO also happened dew to mixture of chemical x in his tissue which turned him into a monkey with extra brain and when i say extra brain i literally mean extra brains.Chemical x was in unlimited supply at professor's lab .The chemical was also responsible for giving all the girls a distinctive appearance.Chemical's appearance was like a viscous black oil so whenever anyone of you comes across it please let my curiosity come to an end.Till then i will leave you guys with my favorite quotes from powerpuff girl's 



Mojo Jojo: Hello, may I speak to Professor Utonium?
Bubbles: Who shall I say is calling?
Mojo Jojo: Oh, no one he'd know, just a curious stranger.
Bubbles: PROFESSOR! THERE'S A STRANGER ON THE PHONE! 

Professor Utonium: Hello, Mr. Stranger. What can I do for you?