Traumatized

Well finally i am able to catch a break and give a little attention to my zebra crossing .I feel now that zebra crossing was a very appropriate name for a guys blog whose progress in life has been slow ,by slow i mean was that he is always got whatever he wanted but with a little inertness and enormous amount of patience shown by him. Being a person who has seen hurdle at ever junction of life and tackled it by just standing in front of problem till it only gives itself up i have started thinking that when will the time come when i will get whatever i wanted without begging to god and asking him for mercy till he actually pity me .Anyways i think this was all my frustration coming out dew to the brilliance shown in the innovation of exam papers by my university .I have learnt to adapt myself with all kind of situations whether it may be the stage where life is like holding a dagger and asking my permission to stab me or it may be myself asking myself after every issue that whats the point .Till now whatever was my problem were indirectly concerning  my parents with whom i lived now i am left with the mercy of my own self  .I have to take decision on my own and i have to make myself ready for the consequences too .Though i am starting to loss the patience part of it as i can no longer take myself standing on my own zebra crossing..............................